Best Smells

So I've been thinking a lot lately about the best smells. And I thought I'd share them with you because they are really random and there might be some you haven't realized before.

Summer days, the hot sun and grass being mowed.
Spring, the rain, the flowers.
Fall, leaves, bonfires, pumpkins and corn being cut.
Winter. The snow, the cold air.
Cinnamon
Love
Memories
Barnes and Noble
Hot soup
Toys R Us
Coffee
Vanilla Bean Frappuccino
White Chocolate
Christmas
Strawberry icing
Bananas
New book
New shoes
Coconut
Honey Suckle
Clean Cotton
Downy Vanilla & Lavender Fabric softener
Soft Peppermint
Roast
Gingerbread
Peaches
Chlorine on a starry summer's night
My Mark lemon sugar moisture milk lotion
Watermelon
White Chocolate Chip Macadamia nut cookies fresh outta the oven
Fierce Colognes (that's not a brand, I just like the spicy? ones. Not the ones that smell like after-shave)
Very Sexy Victoria Secret perfume for women
Victoria's Secret in general
Vanity
Hot Topic
The German Roasted Nuts stand at Opry Mills

That's all I can really think of at the moment might add more later. =)

And other stuff. =)

Anyway onto the other stuff. I've realized that I can be a real bitch sometimes. I can trash talk people up and down. BUT. I only do it to people who deserve. I don't trash talk for no reason. Only if it's people who are just all around suck. And I like to think it's okay. Cause I'm not really gonna act like I like them to their face. It's hard for me to do that. If what you is annoying, and everything I hate, then I can't just pretend to like you. I'll probably be turning away a lot so you won't see my many eye rolls and the cocking of the fake gun I'm pointing under my chin. I can play nice along with the rest of them but I am NOT gonna act like your best friend. I absolutely have no tolerance for people that are liars, hypocrites, cheaters, cocky, try to put others down, or that try to compete with others to make themselves feel superior. And if you are someone who embodies all of those... you are automatically on my shitlist. And I will talk bad about you all I want. You deserve it. You're shitty, petty, and a bastard/bitch. And yes I know a FEW, very few people like that. Well that was my bitchiness coming out. Told ya. I'm done with that ranting. Felt good to get it out as usual. =) I feel pretty featherlight right now.

Um. I'm kinda out of things to really say at the moment. My next post I'm thinking about doing over all my favorite smells... It promises to be random. And next I go see an amazing movie, or a horribly shitty one, I'll make sure to write about it also.
Nighty night all!

Lies are lies in everybody's eyes and I don't believe you.

So today was a pretty decent day all in all. Class was fun. As it always is on Thursday because I just love my teacher and Lindsey is in there so pretty much it's just non-stop laughter. I came to some realizations today. The first being that I absolutely in no way want to ever birth a child. Nopenopenope. If I ever decide I want a kid, I'm going to either have to adopt or get a surrogate mother.

I came upon this realization when listening to some people talk very descriptively about their experiences having children. It's not for me. I can't do big giant needles, IVs, or pain. So no thanks :) It was all very graphic and I do not want to put you through the dirty details so I'm just stopping here.

I also had something amazing today. Monster Import. It's got an open/close top which I just find fascinating. It also tastes spectacular. It's like my mouth orgasmed. No joke. The can said that it would still get me off as good as the original and I think it did more so.

I went shopping a bit at JC Penney's that is what happens when you let Melissa out of class early, she shops. Mainly because they have their buy one get one for $1. And I need pants. Which are hard to find for me because I'm short and stuff so I have to get short sizes. I think I'm really getting into the whole skinny jean fad. At first... I was like no. For one reason, I figured they'd all be so long that it would be retarded to even try. For another reason, I figured since I'm short, they'd just make me look shorter and fat. BUT, I tried on a few pair, which were in short sizes, and realized that they actually slim me down and make my butt look absolutely fabulous if I do say so myself. So SCORE!

All in all, today was a pretty good day. I got to see my boyfriend which is always a plus. He makes me smile so much. It's impossible to be mad at him which is actually a bit annoying. lol. When I'm with him everything is perfect. And we're pretty comfortable around each other too so that's a plus. Not getting to see him for two days will be a drag however.

Another good thing about today is that I didn't have anything aggravate me. Other then the thoughts that kept popping into my head. I swear, sometimes I wish I could just stop myself from thinking. That would be wonderful. I would be a lot happier with life if I could just stop it every now and then. It's either that or just rid the world of people or silly things like my emotions. Maybe not get rid of my emotions, just tune a couple of them down a bit.

Well that's all for now. It's all pretty random. Hopefully I can come back tomorrow with something a little more worthwhile.
Tata!

Grrr.

I'm realizing more and more each day how much I truly hate people. And by people, I mean hypocrites, liars, cheaters, whores, bitches, and ones that are beyond cocky. Really, the whole world and especially my life, would be a whole lot better and peaceful and spectacularly wonderful without them. I also hate it when people talk about people behind their backs and act like that hate them, but then suck up and act like they love them to their face. Just make up your damn mind and grow a pair already.

Enough ranting about that. I'm sure more of that will come at later times when I get aggravated and bottle stuff up for too long again. I would love to write more, especially stuff more worth reading, but I really must get off here now and do some homework before going to bed. I promise to be back tomorrow, or later on today now, with more to say and hopefully less irritated and more happy-go-lucky and cheerful.

Until then, good night cyberworld =)

A Girl Brushed Red... Living in Black and White.

So if you're here, reading this right now, you're either someone I trust a lot, or you've just stumbled upon this by chance. Either way consider yourself lucky because I do not let everyone in on my thoughts. If I wanted that, I'd blog on Myspace or something.

I've decided to start a blog because it's just an easy way for me to get out my feelings without having to really talk to anyone in particular because that is not something I'm good at. I don't let people know my problems too often and usually, if somethings wrong that could potentially start a fight or cause problems or take away from the perfectness of how everything seems, I'll lie and swear that it's fine and keep it bottled up til it kills me. That's the only time you'll catch me lying though. I also started this blog because I have lots of thoughts. Sometimes deep, and sometimes just random, but thoughts nonetheless. Hopefully I won't bore you. =)